Hoping for the best

relaxing at home

I am thinking about my daughter

still do not get this!!!

I do not understand this shit!!!

Those big green eyes!

Still trying to figure this out

Still trying to figure this out

Mija

Gosh, I hope I am making the right moves and my heart tells me I am but it also makes me sad that I am moving towards cutting my daughter completely off of any financial help.  She has violated my simple rule of running th eroads with what will be her legal vehicle April 15, 2009.  She has been asking for her freedom and at points teling me that she is an adult now and she does not to hear nothing from me anymore.  Well, I have to listen to her now and let her go.  I hope she finds her way as I did without any money straighht out of highschool.  I did not even have a car and I had to get my own loan to attend school and work as well.  I cried so many night confused  as to what really hit me and what hit me was life.  I had to learn how to earn money, pay my bills and eat.  I am tired of stressing over this so much that I had to be put on medicine last week becasue my blood pressure was so high.  It is my daughters fault at all.  She is just not helping hersefl and ruined a huge opportunity to have fun during Spring break.  Huge opportunity of being with a major corporation and sticking with them if need be.  She must learn now what the value of a penny is.  Until I hold you in my arms again my dear daughter.  I am not far away and do not think I will come crying back to you this time.  Please be ready becasue you have less than twenty days to start paying for your own insurance.  I will pay to transfer the car to your name as my last monetary favor.

Worrying that my daughter will hate me becasue she is being financially cut off